Remember the first time that I saw you?

Staying at a hostel playing a contra show

You almost nearly left with my brotherLooking for Mary Jane but we joked that it wasn′t so

Remember the first song that I sent you?

The day after we met for island fires and family

I hand-bound that book that I showed you

I'll send it if I find it

Please don′t send it back to me

I'm sorry that I let you down

I'm sorry that I couldn′t hold it together

I′m sorry that I let you go

It feels like such a shame

After all that we weathered

I'm sorry that I let you down

But you said it yourself

We just don′t kiss the same ways

I'm sorry that I let you go

I′m hoping time can heal

Everything that it hasn't changed

I started putting stuff into boxes

I stopped because in trying

It made me want to throw up

I′ve realised in the ways that you left here

You planned on coming back

No matter what the cost was

I don't think in the end it made a difference

There's times I got distracted

Body over the soul

A woman makes a home and that′s the difference

I′m crying on a couch feeling truly alone

I'm sorry that I let you down

I′m sorry that I couldn't hold it together

I′m sorry that I let you go

It feels like such a shame

After all that we weathered

I'm sorry that I let you down

But you said it yourself

We just don′t kiss the same ways

I'm sorry that I let you go

I'm hoping time can heal

Everything that it hasn′t changed

I hope one day I′ll see you

When the border wars are over

Can we get some form of closure?

How we've come undone

I′m guarded in what I say and I do

But there's no doubt I love or I′m missing you

We were best friends you know that it was true

Couldn't sleep at night

Knowing it wasn′t right

I'm sorry that I let you down

I'm sorry that I couldn′t hold it together

I′m sorry that I let you go

It feels like such a shame

After all that we weathered

I'm sorry that I let you down

You said it yourself

We just don′t kiss the same ways

And I'm sorry that I let you go

I′m hoping time can heal

Everything that it hasn't changed

I′m sorry that I let you down

I'm sorry that I let you

So so sorry I let you

I'm sorry that I let you down