Empty, and numb

Still can′t get past all the sadness, and the crumbs I leftHelp me, I'm scared

′Cause the one thing on my mind

Is for me to disappear

So mama when I die

Please hold in your cry

Just know that when I'm gone

I'll always be right by your side

And lover, when I leave

I know that we don′t speak

I′m sorry that I failed you

But you meant the world to me

I lost my sight

I still can't see all the places

Where there might be light

I used to stare

At the mirror, now I don′t

'Cause when I do I see a ghost

It′s not my fault that you feel like, I'm so self centered

I′m tryna be better

But I feel under the weather

So mama when I die

Please hold in your cry

Just know that when I'm gone

I'll always be right by your side

And lover when I leave

I know that we don′t speak

I′m sorry that I failed you

You deserve better than me

So mama when I die

Please hold in your cry

Just know that when I'm gone

I′ll always be right by your side

And lover when I leave

I know that we don't speak

I′m sorry that I failed you

You deserve better than me