Why is that the way that I know that your love is gone?

′Cause I know we're gonna fight, that′s the way that I know that your love is gone

('Cause I know we're gonna fight, that′s the way that I know that your love is gone) uh, no love lost it was never love

I lost sight found god a more better love

I ain′t never went soft, I'm forever thug, yeah

And you ain′t God so you could never judge

I had guys I called brothers leave me in the storm

That's why my heart still cold even when it′s warm

All of a sudden they forget like I ain't put ′em on

And never had to owe me shit I did it off the arm

Still fightin' demons duckin' bullets pullin′ thorns

It′s funny how they still sleep like I ain't blowin′ horns

This female look like a male like is somethin' wrong

Nah, still suck my dick bitch nothing′s wrong

This whole industry is rigged I don't need awards

I done things never did and still didn′t get applaud

Like I ain't got W's across the fuckin′ board

And my mom became the goat when I was fuckin′ born

0-4-0-3-9-2

And I'm only 5′7 but my gun is 5'2

It′s Red Lyfe 'til I die, but my jewelry sky blue

I don′t need material shit my aura could shine too

Big motion

Punchin' the clock till my times due

And anythin' makin′ me wealthy I′m doin' it times two

Big healthy, no liquor, just water and lime juice

No more drugs somethin′ I put my spirit and mind to

I feel like somethin' is always missin′

No matter how much I do

How much I succeed

I always just feel like it's never a hundred percent

That′s what makes me have that bittersweet feelin'

You nah mean? Like this is where I first experienced what death really is

A part of you died with your brother?

Right, basically

For the past three years I let my fans down

I lost faith and I couldn't understand how

I had to go and free my mind and let my hair down

Without the henny I see everythin′ clear now

It′s somethin' ′bout the industry, it feel weird now (feel weird now)

It's like the music ain′t music (it ain't music)

It ain′t hittin like (it ain't hittin like)

You don't feel it like (you don′t feel it like)

It′s like they don't care now

It′s just somethin' for you to hear now (yeah)

It′s like the world shifted, too much confusion

And when I lost the passion for music is when my world ended

I was distracted by trauma all of the drama

From girlfriends to my mama fuckin' my mind up

To hurtin′ my health and seein' doctors

Down to about four, five, six friends on the roster

It's funny when you lit, it′s a whole line up

But this is part of the game I took the pen and I signed up

Broke up with depression let go my anxiety

Turn my back on the devil and neglect the society

Face a reality, acceptin′ the pain inside of me

No more judgin' my honesty

No more judgin′ my honesty

Recovery on velocity

The liquor wasn't hidin′ my pain it was hidin' me

Lookin′ at life like why would you lie to me?

Like, why would you lie to me?

Spirit crack heart broke my love was on modesty

Decayin' my quality

Decreasin' my quantity

Catchin′ up to my truths finally meetin′ my prophecy

Uh, I swear to God life was kickin' my ass

May seem like I had it good but mentally it was bad

Just to get my brother back I′ll give up all of this cash

And I'll buy a flight just to take a trip to the past

Trust issues won′t change that's just somethin′ I have

I keep a lawn mower just to see the snakes in the grass

And I build a fence just to keep the snakes in the grass

And I keep a hawk just to eat the snakes in the grass

Down on my deathbed but God healin' me fast

He got other plans for me this just part of the task

Smilin' was a disguise it was tears under that mask

Suffocatin′ inside for years under that mask

No regrets ′Cause when I lost love I found peace

When I finally dug deep nigga I found a beast

Since 2020 I was losin' I was down three

I locked in finished the album in nine weeks

The streets hungry as soon as I′m cookin' the town eats

Only my niggas at the table ′cause they found seats

Heal first, find peace, find keys, mind free

First step find God, next step find me