I don′t wanna lose you

I don't wanna lose you

I don′t wanna lose youI don't wanna lose you

Just woke up from a bad dream

Nothing was as it seems

Felt so real cuz I felt everything

You said you were deciding to leave me

You say you're not going to, that I got to believe you

But you know my self-esteem doesn′t let me breathe

I think that that′s the real issue here

That I can't see clear

I scare myself, the most

I push away what′s close to me

Fuck my own insecurities

Break my own heart, I'm my own heartbreak

I′m the reason for my own heart-race

I'm the reason that I′ve been replaced so many times

Given so many lines about why I'm so hard to handle

Like a baton that gets passed over, hand over too many times

Eventually everyone gets to the red light, the stop sign

Consider me a waste of time, a waste of breath

Anyone would've been better instead

Look how far I drag this out

I′m a mess

Break my own heart, I′m my own heartbreak

I'm the reason for my own heart-race

I′m the reason that I've been replaced so many times

Given so many lines about why I′m so hard to handle

Just woke up from a bad dream

Nothing was as it seems

Felt so real cuz I felt everything

You said you were deciding to leave me

You say you're not going to, that I got to believe you

But you know my self-esteem doesn′t let me breathe

I think that that's the real issue here

That I can't see clear

I scare myself, the most

I push away what′s close to me

Fuck my own insecurities

I don′t wanna lose you

I don't wanna lose you

I don′t wanna lose you

I don't wanna lose you