Minus sixty one

Have I every really loved someone?

Do I deserve what I′ve got?Now the grid system's turned into traps

And the fear is switching sides

I own a million dollars worth of stock

But I still don′t sleep at night

What is it that I've become?

Minus sixty one

Now the water level rises

High in my cold paradise

Where men sit in circles

And talk numbers I never really liked

The way they think of life as some kind of gamble

And watch the city drown

Where is it that I belong?

Minus sixty one

Now the wind cuts the lips like a knife

And the sun is out of sight

I see a world I build to lose at trial

What is left and what is right?

I made the worst mistake one can make

Pretended and playing blind

What is it I'm trying to find?