Stuck inside of an abyss inside my head I want it over

Put the xannys in the mix I know it′s sad I can't be sober

But this just how I get my fix I don′t care what you told herTake a perky with the lean to paradise I'm closer

I just been stuck in the pain ya

Pour 7up with the pink ya

Don't care what you niggas think ya

I like xannys I like lean ya

When I popped my first bean ya

I was 15, mom said they′d make me less anxious but look at the drugs they prescribing me

I didn′t think I'd abuse them

I hate myself when I use them

You don′t understand all the pain I've been through now I′m stuck with the drugs I can't lose them

Ya I′ve been misunderstood

You see a kid that been up to no good

You've been blind didn't check under the hood

Really won′t stop but I know that I should

And I really hate myself for that

Watching the world around me fade to black

Wanna be normal can never go back

Cuz when I′m sober I'll have an attack... and I can′t live with that

Oo, I just been stuck in the pain ya

Pour 7up with the pink ya

Don't care what you niggas think ya

I like xannys I like lean ya

I just been stuck in the pain

Pour 7up with the pink

Don′t care what you niggas think

I need xannys and I need my lean