Woke up this morning

Decided I wanna

Change the worldLast night was

Horny dreams and memories

Of me and her

She had da vision

But her legs divide too easy

So Phoenix where I left her

I was off for chasin cheddar

Ten months later got married

Military issued Beretta

Girls in Albuquerque

Still love me

Still got my sweater

Adjusted to the weather

Play the blues, toke a jay

Blue jays is laced

Im just in smoke

Like the Blue Jays

Pitch a verse that make you choke up

Toke before I pray

Stretch a dub for 22 days

Still haven′t ate today

I pray you can relate to me

Relate to fax like aspen

Relate the facts to masses

Lately lack compassion

How I cum and lack the passion

Cuz even if you love her

You imagine other asses

We met when we was damaged

Girl this shit was bound to happen

Still hate that I still love you

Leave it up to me to manage

This not for Jackie

So don't ask me

This for that birdie

Back in Phoenix

Hope you hear this

Hope you feel it

That feeling in your stomach

When you see me

On the come up

Treatin life like I got 1 ups

Double shot now I can feel it

The liquor made you hate me

Forever will you blame me

Call me crazy I been thinking

Bout you lately

Cuz when I seen you

In them bandages I panicked

He had you on that motorcycle

Flyin wit no paddin

Bleeding on the tar

Caused a body full of scars

That′s when he avatar

Left you when you needed most

I went to clean your wounds

Included your heart in that

Eluded my heart to rap

I'll never ask for it back

How can I pay it forward

Got the whole world on my back

Putting my life in these raps

I'm in war in my mind

But I been warning my mind

To not be worn in the mind

And mothafucka yo advice

If you alive you got vices

Problems that have caught up

To me never wanna go back

Got you runnin thru my mind

I feel I′m on a relapse

Smokin until I′m numb

And drinkin till I collapse

Losin my train of thought

Always got my head

In the tracks

I'm speedin in this 2 door

Puffin on this you know

I′m prayin that she don't

Know everything we on

Know my phone I decline

Yo call and I decline

She be up on 3 lines

Phetamines I been on, yea

This part of my life

Is called truth

And I am in a place

Where you lose

I′m insecure

And it's killing me

My girlfriend

Treated like enemy

My family tell me I′m absent

These melodies

Coming out passive

These remedies

Never the answer, fuck it

I smoke and I drink anything

Helpin me ease all the pain

Easy is never the route

To obtain

Gotta be strong in the rain

If you can't handle yourself

How can you manage

The fame

How did you manage

To change

Made em a promise

You'd never do that

I gotta grow in this life

Shorty is growing a life

Kiss on her belly

Cuz we not ready

So I gotta get down

With the get down

Gotta get a bag

Fo′ I get that crown

Gotta get me

Gotta fill my cup

Job and a whip and a crib

For mines

Think about days

And I can′t stand nights

Spillin my vices tryna get right

Spillin my vices tryna get right

Spillin my vices tryna get