Everytime I'm left alone

My misery begins to drown me

Tied by a rope of anxiety

Thrown overboard

As I'm pulled under the tides of this fast paces world

I refuse to see

Time will always be the thing that kills me truly

Open these eyes waking from a dream feigning

My lungs fill up with letdown

Disapointement in self and everyone

Expectation died in failure

abandonment my unsavior

Absolution at the sight of your demise

I know what I must do

Choke

Die choking on your every word

Swallow every blasphemy

Eat out your heart and make it bleed

Tie the noose around my neck

Make this life end