Dysphoria melts me when I get home

Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"

But I tighten her words around my wristsLike I′ve only been hers, like I've only had this

Sittin′ by the river with the sky in her eyes

I always feel like a tourist, wanna know what it's like

I've been starin′ down the barrel of another life

Said I could′ve been a lawyer, we would've been fine then

Walkin′ around with my head down

I'm a worst case kid in a plague pit town

Standin′ at the stake, say I'm cool by myself

But I′m a liar in the end, I'm gonna need your help

And look at you, a killer with a jaw for news

I always feel like a tourist, only came here for you

I've been staring down the barrel of another life

You said I could′ve been your courage, we could′ve been, we could've been fine

We could′ve been fine

Could've been

All of the ways that it′s too late now

Wearin' your clothes as the clouds came down

Callin′ my friends, said "The witch is dead"

Cut through the park, try to catch my breath

Dysphoria melts me when I get home

Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"

But I tighten her words around my wrists

Like I've only been hers and we could've been fine