I lost count of the times where I was counted out

People tell me I′m losing, but what is that about?

Stepped on, tore me apart, I found a way aroundBut if they catch me creeping, it's over, so I can′t make a sound

Trust me, I've been held back since my genesis

Sorry if I sin, but that's a symptom of irrelevance

I need attention, it′s something I never mention

I′m finding pent-up aggression inside of these mental weapons

'Cause I′ve been feeling up, down

Put out, lost count of every sin

Just tryna find a new way, true say

Real change, it's not too late

Fight away the darkness

New dawn, new day will break

I′m just holding onto happiness

From all the pain comes

Something beautiful

Something beautiful

Something beautiful

I'm just holding onto happiness

From all the pain

Even if I leave a light on, I′ll still be stuck in the dark

Broken apart with this last bit of hope held close to my heart

It's getting hard finding new ways to cope when

All my scars get cut right back open

Scoped in, tryna look past the pain

See the beauty in the struggle while I go down in flames

Praying somebody saves me right now, now, now

'Cause I′ve been feeling up, down

Put out, lost count of every sin

Just tryna find a new way, true say

Real change, it′s not too late

Fight away the darkness

New dawn, new day will break

I'm just holding onto happiness

From all the pain comes

Something beautiful

Something beautiful

Something beautiful

I′m just holding onto happiness

From all the pain

I'm drowning so much, I′m affected by the ripple

Feeling so low that I can't even see the middle

Dark days, lost ways make me feel little

Tryna find the words like we be playing with the riddle

I know now I′ve been tryna hold myself

Looking in the mirror, I don't know myself

Emotions on loan like I owe myself

Head out the window when I'm screaming for help

We find the light on darker days

We seize the joy through all the pain

We feel the love, won′t hesitate

Take every chance that comes our way

The little things we appreciate

We fight for truth, a heavyweight

And every win we celebrate

We celebrate

Something beautiful (ooh, ooh)

Something beautiful (ooh, ooh)

Something beautiful (ooh, ooh)

I′m just holding onto happiness

From all the pain