You don't really wanna be me

You don't really wanna the things I've seen

You don't even know the real thing

Wish I could erase the, the things I've seen

Think that I'm special, just know that I'm not

Learned how to be on my own, I forgot

What love's supposed to feel like

I'm supposed to feel like

When you're holding my hand, all I feel is this knot

Tied up inside like it's waiting to rot

I don't wanna be like

I don't wanna be like

An empty face on a screen

Caught up with what people think of me

A battered-up cash machine

Trapped here inside of my wildest dreams

And if I could escape my mind

Maybe for an hour, maybe I would find

A better place to rest my eyes, yeah

So I could feel alright

Right

Right

Right

Yeah, I never asked for it, I repeat

I never asked for it

And all my friends say nothing, they don't understand

How the hell they got me feeling like a thankless bitch? Yeah

Done with these people

I'm done with this moment

I'm done feeling guilty about the things I can't control

You must think that I'm so ungrateful, yeah

Think that I'm special, just know that I'm not

Learned how to be on my own, I forgot

What love's supposed to feel like

What I'm supposed to feel like

When you're holding my hand, all I feel is this knot

Tied up inside like it's waiting to rot

I don't wanna be like

I don't wanna be like

An empty face on a screen

Caught up with what people think of me

A battered-up cash machine

Trapped here inside of my wildest dreams

And if I could escape my mind

Maybe for an hour, maybe I would find

A better place to rest my eyes, yeah

So I could feel alright

Right

Right

Right