I wish so hard that I could be

just like the one you want me to

but it doesn't seem to work though I'm trying

I try so hard to do what's right

to be so good

to make you proud

but it never seems to satisfy you

it's just the person that you want

is not the person that I am

the conflict inside's horrifying

I want so much for you to think of me as a person

That deserves your respect and attention

I wonder if I'll ever do

the things you want

the way you want

when I don't even know what I want yet

It's not that I'm rebelling `gainst the person you are

it's just that I don't know who I am

all I know is it hurts so

how it hurts,

oh god, do you know how i'm hurting?

there's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me

emotion no. 13

look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not lying

emotion no. 13~ is he Crying ?

don't ask me how I know

but I'm dying

emotion no. 13, blows my mind away

emotion no. 13, it blows me away

look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not..

emotion no. 13, say's I'm...

don't ask me how I know but I think I'm...

don't ask me how I know but I think I'm...

dying, dying, dying, dying

all I know is it hurts so

how it hurts

oh god do yo know how i'm hurting?

there's an emotion in me

there's an emotion in me

emotion no. 13

look into my eyes

you'll see i'm not lying

emotion no. 13

feels like i'm dying