Wish I was too dead to cry

A self-afflictions fade

Stones to throw at my creator

Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on

I won't let go till it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care

If indeed I cared at all

Never had a voice to protest

So you fed to me shit to digest

I wish I had a reason

My flaws are openseason

For this I gave up trying

One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on

I won't let go till it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived

A zombie hides my face

Shell forgotten with its memories

Diary's left with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother

I don't need to be (I don't need to be)

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I'll die

I'll never live down my deceit.