I dont know how else to put this

It's taken me so long to do this

I'm falling asleep and I cant see straight

My muscles feel like a malee

My bodys curled in a u shape

I put on my best but im still afraid

Propered up by lies with promises

Saving my place as lifes forgets

Maybe its time I saw the world

I'm only gere for a while

But patiences is not my style

And im so tired I gotta go

What am I suppose to want now

What am I supposew to do

Did you really think I wouldnt see this through

Tell me I should stick around for you

Tell me I could have it all

I'm still tired to care and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week

But I leaving home in three weeks

They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

im following suit and directions

i crawl up inside for protection

im told what to do and I dont know why

im over existing in limbo

im over the myths and placebos

i dont really mind if I just fade away

im ready to live with my family

im ready to die in obscurity

cause im so tired that I gotta go

what am I suppuse to want now

what am I suppose to do

you still dont think im going see this through

tell me im a part of history

tell me I can have it all

im still to tired to care and I gotta go

oh yeah

oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

still to tired to care and I gotta go

still to tired to care and I gotta go

still to tired to care and I gotta go

yea yea

still to tired to care and I gotta go

go home

still to tired to care and I gotta go

yeah yeah

still to tired to care and I gotta go