If ever you had said to me before

That Iwould live this life that I am

Living now I guess it's all so strange

To feel the way I do inside but

Have so much that I could feel some

Pride for in my life so why is it that

I feel like this

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How do I feel? I've been here before.

I've felt this

Retreat to a place, a place within me,

I need this. keep it all down, bottled inside

It breaks me to torment again and

torture me like it used to

I try and try to break away from all the hate

I'm feeling for everyone of you that's ever

Done me wrong. I need to justify the reasons

For the way I'm living. I guess I can't cause

I don't feel like I deserve it

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So now the waves they have subsided

And my soul is bleeding I can't take away all

The shame I feel, forgive me

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