Feel the tension of rejection

Bleach it out with therapy

The confusion exseclusion

Turns into my deformity

Never trust it, maladjusted

I've become my own worst enemy

The aggravation in my fixation

Keeps it all controlled inside of me

See it all collapsing, it's all around me

This condition is killing me

The isolation still surrounds me

In remission but it's killing me

It's what I can't control

What I can't control

What I can't control in me

Born again I feel so hollow

Torn again my senses fade

Mourn again without the sorrow

Born again without the blame

Force a new sollution, it's all inside me

In remission but it's killing me

Evolution is divided

In remission but it's killing me

I can't increase the treatment

It won't suppress the feelings

Or stop the way I'm getting

Used to the pain

Breaking down

Self-destructive pattern