Yeah

I′ve been out here making new hits

Aye, They don't knowThey don′t know what I've been doing

Aye, I've been out here making music

They don′t know

Lots of people ask me where I′ve been

I've been hiding in the dark making new hits

Not the type of person spending thousands on a new fit or some new kicks

Investing time and money on this movement

Didn′t think I'd find out about your comments

I don′t need your two cents

I'm just here to make moves and make improvements

MusicThatMatters what I′m really doing

Got it on a shirt, okay

Now we really moving

Now we really moving

Guarantee you once the record drops people gonna want more

They've been craving this more than anything

'16, was a flop

′17, a little better

′18, lost myself

'19, now I′m getting better

I know I got problems

I know you got problems

I don't ask for help

I just tell myself to "get myself together"

Bet that you relate

You don′t like how real I keep it get yourself some headphones

Listen to something better, please don't write me letters

Telling me my bars are getting clever

I′m sorry didn't mean to get so negative

This year I'm working on being more, less of a pessimist

Trying to learn to be myself

Even though I′m scared of people thinking of me so negative

Yeah, working on myself

Girl told me to do more things in private

Show the world too much

It′s why everybody riots

I don't like change but I encourage you to try it

Gaining self love is something that I′m fighting

But we'll leave that for another song

I just want to be hype now

Let the fans know what we working on

Now they really hype now

People from my past that want to be tight now

Aye, aye

Ain′t that funny how that works

Tables turned

Used to be the one they picked on

Now I'm making moves I know it hurts

People didn′t think I noticed they were lurking

Waiting on something bad to happen

Just to start their laughing

Then they see me moving then they start to panic

Sad how people want to see you bleed

They don't want to see you happy

I despise you people don't get close to me

This the life I chose to see

This the man I chose to be

Always at it with some work

Call me "Mr.Beast"

Writing late night to these beats

Making sure I bring the heat

Making sure I stay on beat

Making sure these songs make you want to jump out of your seat

Kind of like it being self employed

Didn′t like your rules so I had to make my own

I′m just flexing

Out of nowhere got me in the zone

I just purchased my own store

I'm just independent hope you got the message

I got people that depend on me

Now I′m really stressing

Thought that, that would stop me

I just keep progressing keep it all inside till I hit the session

That's where I let it go and show you all my perspective

I feel like I′m stuck inside this perception

Call me NF since I feel like I'm stuck inside my cell trynna find perfection

Stuck inside my thoughts

I just want relief

I just want release

As you see

I′m still not happy with myself

And that's what I'm searching for

The old me that told me I was worth something

That second verse was a representation of how my mind works

I try to be happy and flex but still

Then my mind goes off and takes a different route

Voices in my head telling me things that don′t allow me to be happy

And that change I′m searching for

But change dosen't happen over/night so don′t come up to me and say

"Oh I though you were changing?"

Because smokers don't quit smoking the next day

It takes time and patience

And that′s what I'm hoping you guys will have with me

Yeah I′m not happy but I know one day that I will be

Got an awesome girl

God I love her soul

God always keep her near me

Yeah I want to build a fan base that I know will feel me

Will forever keep on writing music that I know are real things

Not the best at making music but

I know one day that I will be...