Truly

I′m happy

About all the thingsThat I have

And accepting of

Things that'll come

Towards my way

I′m way more

Than greatful

I sleep well

I eat well

Yet tasks

Still a plate full

More day after day

Till things almost overflow

Hydrogen bonds on the

Surface though

Drops throw cohesion

Away

Keep up the smiles

But after a while

I lower the dial

To show my true face

Vices and enemies

Kept equidistant

Insistent

Preventing

All things

So malicious

With People

And feelings

That prove so fictitious

Have few

That would

Go through the distance

I get it

I'm caught In the moments

Where I'd self rely

Make choices

Where I could survive

Because I had nothing

And yet built it

To Something

Production on high

So I know I could thrive

But as an aside

I think life

Fucking sucks

Anger swelling

I′ve made my own

Bedding

Rest peacefully

Meanwhile

My mind would erupt

Ima keep it

A buck

Blessed

Yet distressed

Emotional Kevlar

On vests

When life will take shots

At its best

Used to just

Taking my lumps

When down in the dumps

Cause I know

The good times

Will come next

But

Bitch I′m tired

I'm fatigued

Niggas vexed

Pets are peeved

Slaving towards

The things I need

But once I get them

Won′t be freed

Bitch I'm tired

I′m fatigued

Thoughts be racing

At Mach speed

Soldier through it

Yall know me

But will it change?

I'll wait and see

Living through

Cycle

After cycle

Trial

After trial

Brand new worry

Just to add on

To the pile

Repetitions wild

Feelings reconcile

Don′t drink potions

No promotion

Of the vials

Stop my toking

Put devotion

To the style

Put it to

The craft

Had to do the math

Put myself together

So that I

Can last

Sad

But still write

A niggas epitaph

Flow sick

Like cystic fibrous

Brought from psychosis

Thoughts go mitosis

Deep sighs

Yet Inclined

With my focus

Make each line

With free time

And I'm hoping

Fans can relate

And listeners

Resonate

Times they

Wish they could detonate

Boom

A beacon of light

When darkness ensues

Still feeding

While I get consumed

I guess

Making my moves

With few regrets

Still remaining cautious

While exploring options

Preparing on how

I choose my steps

I don't wanna regress

But I digress

I′ll do what I love

Till content

With the fruits

Of the labor

Invested

I don′t resent shit

But I feel constantly tested

The passing

And failing

Relentless

Bitch

I'm tired

I′m fatigued

Niggas vexed

Pets are peeved

Slaving towards

The things I need

But once I get them

Won't be freed

Bitch

I′m tired

I'm fatigued

Thoughts be racing

At Mach speed

Soldier through it

Yall know me

But will it change?

I′ll wait and see