Trying to hold my head up

I′ve been thinking about this mess we've made

′Cause I shouldn't have to blame myselfTook what was taught as gospel

But I don't have a clue where to go form here

′Cause I′m almost breaking, can't you tell?

I don′t even understand why I'm still here

Just need a minute to go through with it

I don′t even understand why I'm still here

I gave you my all but you still want more

I thought you were proud but it′s not enough

Tried to sell me a lie that you thought I'd buy

You don't decide, just thought I′d let you know

Just thought I′d let you know

Just thought I'd let you know

Not trying to play the victim

I just needed to get this off my chest

It feels like my senses have kicked in

I don′t even understand why I'm still here

I just need a minute to go through with it

I don′t even understand why I'm still here

I gave you my all but you still want more

I thought you were proud but it′s not enough

Tried to sell me a lie that you thought I'd buy

You don't decide, just thought I′d let you know

Just thought I′d let you know

Just thought I'd let you know

I gave you my all but you still want more

I thought you were proud but it′s not enough

Tried to sell me a lie that you thought I'd buy

You don′t decide, just thought I'd let you know

Just thought I′d let you know

Just thought I'd let you know