All these thoughts keep messing with my head

I′m so numb now I can't get out of bed

Feeling like myself now I′m feeling like I'm deadAm I really dead feeling backwards in my head

All these thoughts keep messing with my head

I'm so numb now I can′t get out of bed

Feeling like myself now I′m feeling like I'm dead

Am I really dead oooo ooohhh

I can′t think ahead

Memories fogged from the words I never said

Feeling like my life is hanging from a thread

I'm just trying to live I′m just trying to make that bread

No more tears to shed I'll just throw myself instead

Am I really here now

Or is it just a ghost town

I don′t wanna fall down

Trying not to feel so backwards in my head

All these thoughts keep messing with my head

I'm so numb no I can't get out of bed

Feeling like myself no I′m feeling like I′m dead

Am I really dead feeling backwards in my head

All these thoughts keep messing with my head

I'm so numb no I can′t get out of bed

Feeling like myself no I'm feeling like I′m dead

Am I really dead oooo ooohhh

Darkest thoughts inside my head

Got a noose on my neck should I play hangman

Cause no matter how many cabbage seeds I plant Never seem to get ahead

I'm Feeling unsettled I′m going down

I V ketamine slow it down

How did my world flip upside down

Everything in my head is backward now

Sometimes i know i lose focus

Try to reset to the scent of the lotus

Hocus pocus didn't notice world got me tricked like Trojan horses

Face to face with my demons screaming

Run with the pace of a thoroughbred

Quick as I can but I can't escape the thoughts got me feeling backwards in my head

All these thoughts keep messing with my head

I′m so numb no I can′t get out of bed

Feeling like myself no I'm feeling like I′m dead

Am I really dead feeling backwards in my head

All these thoughts keep messing with my head

I'm so numb no I can′t get out of bed

Feeling like myself no feeling like I'm dead

Am I really dead