"Bottom of a Bottle"

Been scared and lonely

I've asked myself is somthing wrong with you

My girlfriend told me I nedd some time alone to deal with issues.

But something makes me carry on it's difficult to understand why I always want.to.fly....

I do it for the DRUGS....

I do it just feel alive...

I do it for love....

That I get from the bottom of a bottle

You always call me and ask me how I make it through the day

I'm always falling

I guess it's just God's way of making me pay

when I I wonder why I try

and I I wonder why I bother

and I I wonder why I cry

why I I go through all this trouble