I′m a sad fuck

Self-sabotage, and I mess things up

Always in my feelings and my head too much, yeahBut I don't always wanna be a sad fuck

Looking for excuses to not show up

Always feeling like I′m never good enough, yeah

I don't always wanna be a sad fuck

Yeah

I have bad nights, but I'm not a bad guy (duh)

Billie Eilish, "I′ma make your mama sad" type

And I′ve been doing well, but I get overwhelmed

As soon as I compare myself to everybody else

Why's it always when I close my eyes?

Overthinking and I don′t know why

I'm not saying that I hate my life

I just wish that I was happy sometimes ′cause

I'm a sad fuck

Self-sabotagе and I mess things up

Always in my feelings and my head too much, yeah

But I don′t always wanna bе a sad fuck

Looking for excuses to not show up

Always feeling like I'm never good enough, yeah

I don't always wanna be a sad fuck

(Yeah, yeah)

(Always say I′m gonna change)

I never do, everything is overdue

(Runnin′ late, everyday)

Overthinking every move (hey!)

Whatcha sad for, who you feeling bad for?

(Why you so upset)

When you got everything you asked for?

Ain't it funny how they think I′m fine

Just 'cause I got everything they see online?

Now, I′m not saying that I hate my life

I just wish that I was happy sometimes 'cause

I′m a sad fuck

Self-sabotage, and I mess things up

Always in my feelings and my head too much, yeah

But I don't always wanna be a sad fuck

Looking for excuses to not show up

Always feeling like I'm never good enough, yeah

I don′t always wanna be a sad fuck

Self-sabotage and I mess things up

Always in my feelings and my head too much, yeah

But I don′t always wanna be a sad fuck

Looking for excuses to not show up

Always feeling like I'm never good enough, yeah

I don′t always wanna be a sad fuck