My doctor told me that my bloodwork aint promising

My phone muted, trynna curve them when they call me in

Talking to yourself aint weird if there′s an audienceI'm at the mic, hanging my nuts & I′m going off again

Hit a button, he get tough and pull a strap out

I don't get why people never act the way they act out

I'm glad to be alive, but death′ll rap with me in time

I had to sleep inside my car cause of a DUI

I prolly took 12 shots, I only needed 5

I′d tell you that I peed my pants, but that'd be TMI

That pavlov make my mouth water

That bell ringing is a round starter

Whoo - I wrote a bar that got me geeking out

The type of shit I hope you really try to think about

I′m freaking out because I swallow when I clean my mouth

I keep my eye on the paper, but never read aloud

While yall throwing it up, I've been trynna keep it down

I′m off that, I've been close to that Bulimic route

I dropped 40 pounds the right way

100 to go, my eyes open for that lightweight

I keep hearin puns voice in my head

"100 pounds I′m trynna live" - man I really wish he did

I'm really bothered by things that don't affect me

Like drake copping out, I can′t lie, that shit upset me

I′m watching craig like "fight back, fight back"

And he put up the white flag - now my thoughts are running on empty

That made me realize rap don't got the heart it used to

Losing doesn′t make you weak, the way you lose do

I keep reaching out to friends who never hit me back

We quickly grow in a part like Robin did in Jack

I brought it onto myself, so I can live with that

But I do feel alone sometimes, I'm nearly in the black

That′s why I'm looking thinner, leaned out - cooking dinner

Even with the bucks, I still feel like she a brooklyn center

I feel like Rodney goin back to college

Sophomore at 29, I feel I′m too far behind

Next to babyface and trynna solve a sin

I should've known there'd be interest on borrowed time

William gates, I take the nerd over the hoop dreams

While you get jealous, I get green I′m like a mood ring

I′m near deaf, so yeah I turn up on the radio

I'll leave ya whole crew under the sea like davy jones

Every day the news be looking like the daily show

Everett went to Wakanda to build a trader joes

On DMT, Comparing trips like we on priceline

Even the brightest stars are only seen at night time

It′s how you living it, not the length of your lifeline

I'm left brained, so I′m probably not in my right mind

A lit wick, I still been waiting to blow

Y'all are looking at the future, call that raven simone

I ain′t buying nothing, take it to my broker

PurelyDef - man, somebody should've told ya