Did you ever want me? No worries if not

It′s just that I, I told my mom, she thinks we're still going strong

She knows that I, I stay fond of youThat she can′t ignore

How every day she knocks but I don't answer my door

Every time I look outside my house, I try to make myself believe (I can look at nature and feel good again)

She just called and texted to say

I want to talk but I'm too scared to meet (is that why you think the worst of me?)

You say we′ll make up, why′d you say that?

Why'd you break up? (′Cause I never got to teach myself at all)

How to not show myself let go?

All my friends know that you think the worst of me

Even when you broke my heart

Now we're living worlds apart

Now I thought you said I′m smart (never got to teach myself at all)

Now that all that's done and said

I see all the time I spent

Not talking to my best friend

′Cause I thought the worst of me