I would′ve stayed there if you waited for me

I would've loved you, your lovin′ on me

But that's where I'm wrong

Yeah, too many thoughts in my head

I′ve been drownin′, it's takin′ my sleep (takin' my sleep)

Got drugs, got fame, got money

But I feel like I′m still incomplete (like I'm still incomplete), yeah

Lost in the world and I feel like

I′ve been here too long, I don't feel right

Have you ever seen your nightmares come true?

Have you ever seen your demons in real life?

Fuck, things I regret

I've seen things that I can′t forget

I′ve seen many people question God

But I feel like the only real answer's, "Death"

Look, they don′t ever really understand me

Conflicted by words that I say (by words that I say), yeah

Scared to approach me

And that's why I feel like I′m always in the way

Try to write down my regrets 'til the list is done

I play with the blade ′til my wrist is numb

Pain in my heart, contradictin' thoughts

I don't really understand where I get this from, so I

Tell my pain in these stories

And I tattoo this ink in my skin (I tattoo this ink in my skin), yeah

Ever since a kid, they would say I was hurt with a thirst for revenge

I′m hurtin′ again

So I fill the needle 'til I bleed (I would′ve stayed there)

These thoughts never wanna leave (if you waited for me)

I don't feel free (I would′ve loved you)

So I only feed what hurts me and turn down the help that I need (help that I need)

I don't know why I feel like this

Been so many years and I′m still like this (that's where I'm wrong)

Fucked up thoughts in my head

I′ve been tryna find the end, but I didn′t think it'd end like this (fuck)

I would′ve cried there if you cried there with me

I would've loved you, your lovin′ on me

But that's where I′m wrong