Look, I know I haven′t been myself lately

I've been feeling like someone else lately

It′s prolly this empty Colt 45 that's numbing the pain inside'Cause truthfully I ain′t felt lately

I′m still a sinner I'm losing myself I need a sign

I needed space, I needed love, I needed time

And I never understood how you can treat me so heartless

Until I realized you just needed mine

That′s what I mean by loving you never helps

'Cause I just can′t decide on loving you or myself

I just pushed away because I drew a line and you crossed it

Crossing out my exes and exing all of my losses, I know

What it's like to lose somebody you love

I know what it′s like to lose yourself to the drugs

I know what it's like to have to let go of someone

'Cause they hurt you so bad that you′re not the person you was

They will never feel what I feel

In a world so fake I just need something that′s real

I've been dying to live, the devil shooting to kill

I just can′t help to wonder if you think of me still

See I've been losing my mind

I′ve been losing everybody I believed in

Anxiety is suffocating me, I'm barely breathing

I′m coping with the pain

Hoping that the rain stop 'cause it reminds me of the day you said you leaving

We always seem to run from the ones who love us the most

And we never open up because we scared to get close

We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping that it'll last

′Cause you left me when I needed you the most

I said we always seem to run from those who love us the most

We never open up because we scared to get close

We running from the past, we numb ourselves hoping it′ll last

We just hoping that it lasts

'Cause I know what it′s like to lose a person you love

And I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know

Yeah, I know what it′s like to lose a person you love

And I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know

Yeah, I know what it′s like to lose a person you love, and