All my feelings feel way too much for me now I′m breaking

But I ain't got time for that right now so I keep bailing

Out on deals I make with myself when I fall asleepCause these days I don′t have a dream

How will I ever grow

With this hand full of seeds

I'm fed up

It's me I deceive

I′m trynna let it go

I keep haunting my dreams

I′m fed up

I can't fall a sleep

Can′t fall asleep

Hold up

I'm picking up the pieces

No luck

I been runnin′ on my knees

Ain't nobody told me

How hard it is to hug your enemies

I′m getting there slowly

Got a vendetta with who I used to be

My emotions plan an ambush on me

But I see them coming

An army suited up for war

But they shoot for nothing

I keep tellin' on myself

I'm my own worst enemy

These days I trick myself to sleep

How will I ever grow

With this hand full of seeds

Now will I ever know

How to find what I seek

I′m trynna let it go I

Keep haunting my dreams

I′m fed up

I can't fall a sleep

Can′t fall asleep

Hold up

I'm picking up the pieces

No luck

I been runnin′ on my knees

Ain't nobody told me

How hard it is to hug your enemies

I′m getting there slowly

Got a vendetta with who I used to be

Sick of all

Of the wicked thoughts

That keep on picking on

My mind

Sick of all

Of the wicked thoughts

That keep on picking on

My mind

Sick of all

Of the wicked thoughts

That keep on picking on

My mind

Sick of all

Of the wicked thoughts

That keep on picking on

My mind

Sick of all

Of the wicked thoughts

That keep on picking on

My mind

Sick of all

Of the wicked thoughts

That keep on picking on

My mind

Sick of all

Of the wicked thoughts

That keep on picking on

My mind

Sick of all

Of the wicked thoughts

That keep on picking on

My mind