I stare through these lifeless eyes

Trying to find a glimmer of hope

But among the grey cloudsMy hopelessness is reassured

What does it mean to live

Is any of this worth it

To wake up and experience nothing while time slips away

What a horror to behold

When did I construct these walls

The walls that echo with uncertainties

Like prayers carried in the wind

They fog my eyes

Let the dust blanket me

As these thoughts envelop me

And my mind begins to collapse

I will learn to be silent

As the echoes deafen me

Cluelessly I walk

Searching for answers

Struggling to understand

The undying wrath of my mind

Everywhere I look

I see the hands reach out for me

The hands that I never yearned for

Begin to comfort me

These violent pictures of my death

Will come to life

Maddeningly loud

The voices echo on

Carry me

As I seek the strength

To join what is left behind

A part of me

Gone

A memory

That I can′t forget

And now

The smell of death

Marks its presence

Am I next or forgiven

There's no peace

How dare I exist

What right do I have

My sins have caught up to me

And I can′t run away

Anymore

Let me sleep

Hidden for years

Fearing the truth

I finally see the light through the cracks in my mind

Mourning my birth

The deal is sealed

This is what I deserve

For stealing their joy

Is this justice

Is there a god

Chastising me

I have found the strength

In their sorrow

To finally

Silence

This undying wrath of my mind