Smoke a little weed, smoke a little weed

I′ve been feelin' low

Pressure in my head, lay awake in bedI′m against the rose

Been tryin' to recover but nothin' i do works

′Cause hidin′ under the covers is only makin' it worse

I′m stuck

Think this is growin' up

Too much is on my mind, always on my mind

Need a little space

Spend my days alone, can′t get off my phone

Nothing goes my way

Miss all of my friends and barely can file my taxes

I'm halfway through my twenties

Like, how the hell did this happen?

I′m stuck

My life is in a rut

And i've been hopin' these doors might open

And i′ll be running from this place, free

Constant pacing; this time, i′m wasting

I can't control these emotions in me

Growin′ up

I think i've seen better days, it′s gettin' tough

Always tryna seem like i′m okay

I'm growin' up

Whatever that means, anyway

I don′t know enough

I′m just growin' up

Girlfriend wanna chill, girlfriend wanna chill

I′ve been workin' late

I don′t got no time, workin' all the time

Too much on my plate

And i don′t wanna fail, i'm bringin' myself stress

I can′t sit on my sofa, i′m lost and depressed

And stuck

I can't say that enough

Anxiety is high, i can′t even lie

I'm not doin′ great

Dishes in the sink, think i need a drink

They gon' have to wait

Stay inside my room that now′s become a prison

I hate these four walls, but only feel safe in 'em

I'm stuck

But no one gives a fuck

And i′ve been hopin′ these doors might open

And i'll be running from this place, free

Constant pacing; this time, i′m wasting

I can't control these emotions in me

Growin′ up

I think i've seen better days, it′s gettin' tough

Always tryna seem like i'm okay

I′m growin′ up

Whatever that means, anyway

I don't know enough

I′m just growin' up

Growin′ up

I think i've seen better days, it′s gettin' tough

Always tryna seem like i'm okay

I′m growin′ up

Whatever that means, anyway

I don't know enough

I′m just growin' up

Growin′ up