I don′t even know what the fuck to say here, fuck

Happy days, happy daysSun shining through my window

I can't change what I can′t change

I've been learning how to let go

Yeah, but some things are easier said than done

Yeah, but some things are easier said than done

My most difficult days can be the greatest prize

You know the saying a blessing in disguise

Learning a million life lessons that both my parents tried

I kinda wish I listened more and opened up my eyes

But, listen, fuck it

I'm messing up now, here we go, yo

Yeah, but when you′re young, you know, we never listen

We take for granted the little things and the life we′re given

Family Christmases and birthdays now the things I'm missing

And believe me when I′d say I'd go back in an instant

Crazy thinking I started in my grandma′s basement

Laptop and my mic was full of inspiration

I couldn't stop writing these lyrics, felt what I was facing

Who woulda thought kids ′round the world would message me relating?

Damn, I'm truly blessed, I know

Can't ever rest, I won′t

Just do my best, I go, yeah

Happy days, happy days

Sun shining through my window

I can′t change what I can't change

I′ve been learning how to let go

Yeah, but some things are easier said than done

Yeah, but some things are easier said than done

I just played at a show last night for 500 people

And I can remember, like

Two years ago, making music in my grandma's basement

Tryna hide that shit from everyone

′Cause I didn't want anyone to hear the shit I was making

And then, last night I had people sing

I had people sing fuckin′ words along with me

I, I just, I don't even know what I, I don't even know what to say

I don′t even, yeah, I don′t even know what to say

Honestly, I don't

To like, finally, make a full project of work

A full body of work, I don′t even know what the fuck I'm saying, dude

Like-I, I, I′m just tryna make something that's complete

That represents who I am and represents all the shit

That I′ve been through, all the shit that we've been through

It's just, I don′t know, man

It just feels like it′s, it's an emotional experience, kind of

′Cause like, oh my god, I remember

I remember taking all the money I made

All the money I got from my, my school loan

I got a loan in the bank

And my mum had to like, co-sign it, to go to college

But instead of going to class I used all my mu...

All my money

To go drive to Toronto and record songs and I wouldn't tell her

I guess she′s gonna find out now though

After I make this, oh, man

Jeez

Crazy, I just can't believe it, I really can′t

I thought no one would ever listen to my music, I thought

I thought there's some of this shit I'm doing now was, it′s just

Wasn′t even ever gonna be possible for me, it just seemed so, crazy

Yeah, it just seemed like it was impossible

I don't know how to say it in a better way, but

It just seemed impossible

And now to look at the shit we′ve done, it's just like

Damn, I don′t even, I don't even know

I started to kinda think, like, this sounds cheesy

I know it sounds fucking cheesy

But, I started to always think, like

Maybe this was supposed to happen, because

Everything that I′ve been through

Has somehow led to, like, this point, you know

The people I've met, the experiences, the, the shit I've been through

It just seems to all lead down one road

And no matter what I do to like, to try to change that

If I, I don′t even know if I wanna

I don′t even know if I wanna change that

But no matter what I do it just

Seems to always just guide me down this path

And I'm not sure what the hell that is

If that′s God or some shit, I don't know what it is

But it just makes me think, like, like, maybe everything I′m doing

Maybe every person I meet

Every experience that happens is like

Maybe this was supposed to happen

Maybe there's like, maybe there′s a meaning behind this

Maybe like

I don't even know what the fuck I'm saying, but, like

If you understand, you understand, maybe not, but

Yeah

That′s all I got

More than music, I fucking love y′all

I hope you enjoy this shit

And I, I don't even know what to say

I love y′all so much, appreciate you