Album Cover Broken Down

Broken Down

Ollie

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Broken down, I′m losing all of my strengths

Hopeless now, I can't pretend I′m okay

Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this painBroken down

I'm feeling broken, like no one hears a single word I've ever spoken

And all these voices in my head are now awoken

Why is it that everything I touch just starts eroding?

Fuck it, no that ain′t true

Tell me it′s all a lie

Tell me I'm giving purpose to someone before I die

Tell me whatever happened to, it doesn′t hurt to try

Why do I feel pain for simply being alive?

Every day I'm confused, every day is a fight

Falling deeper with time, I′m slowly losing the light

Really wish I was normal, not faking I'm alright

I really wish I was normal, not faking I′m alright

Sit alone in my room, just barely getting along

Sometimes I start to question who would care if I was gone

Maybe only my family, dad, brother, and mom

While I'm still alive and breathing, someone prove to me I'm wrong

Broken down

Broken down, I′m losing all of my strengths

Hopeless now (hopeless now), I can′t pretend I'm okay

Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain

Broken down

Why does this feel like a confession?

Like I′ve let somebody down for struggling with depression

How can I save me from myself? My own mind is a weapon

That I battle every day while staring at my reflection

I keep all of this hid, probably why it builds up

Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut

All I ever really wanted in this life was some love

All I ever really wanted in this life was some love

But I push it away, sometimes my life is too much

And that don't make any sense, but somehow writing it does

I′m growing weak in my body, think I got no one to trust

So what's the point in me trying when trying′s leaving me stuck?

Do I deserve all the blame, does anyone feel the same?

Why do I keep on breaking down over and over again?

Start to wonder to myself if this is ever gon' end

Is this ever gon' end? ′Cause I′m-

Broken down (broken), I'm losing all of my strengths

Hopeless now, I can′t pretend I'm okay

Constant hell (constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain

Broken down

Broken down (broken), I′m losing all of my strengths

Hopeless now, I can't pretend I′m okay

Constant hell (constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain

Broken down