Sometimes i drive myself to think in what is this doing to my head

I latley saw colors but now all is gray instead

It´s all goin around, and everything now is called confusion

I wanna shout, my voice is missing

I wanna feel my senses are gone

My mind is totally erased

This is killin me, killin me

I once started and now can never stop

This is just takin me to the top

Top of the ending , where i should be standing

I need to get down

I wanna shout, my voice is missing

I wanna feel my senses are gone

My mind is totally erased

This is killin me, killin me

The black hole is about to consume me

I am full of sadness hate fear and anger

Why do i have to feel this way

Please can´t it be another day, and start all over again

I wanna shout, my voice is missing

I wanna feel my senses are gone

My mind is totally erased

This is killin me, killin me

If i turn back im defendless

I cant let it go so easy

I must not let it spin

Then what should i do