If I could take a picture of my brain

Ashes in a field, and my mansion burnt to frames

Locked inside the basement is the people that I blameFor the pain, and a field of smoking embers in the rain

Smoke settled, and now all I smell is sulfur

Makin′ offerings to circling vultures

Killin' all the parts of me that learned to dream in color

Because keepin′ them alive'd mean they'd always have to suffer

Then, I blinked and I got lost in a instance

I got so far, and all it cost me was distance

Fire in the air, I′m in ash in my kingdom

And fell flat on my back from flippin′ off the whole system

It's not right

When I jumped, I did not take flight

And now the voices in my head keep sayin′ they got a right

I'm terrified of heights, and I′m blind to all the lights

Tying shit around my neck, and try'na put stars into my nights

Don′t come wishing at my well!

Saying that you miss me and you hope I found myself!

You and you're well wishin'!

See you in hell, bitches!

Keep your two pennies up in the jar that′s on your shelf!

Y′all don't know me know me no more

There′s a couple people that I wanna see

But I'm trying not to get in trouble with my feet walk

String of bad decisions she been known to go appeal

With a head full of issues, she tell everyone I′m me

I used to have compassion for it

Think that they were asking for it

Didn't understand what they′d break it when they can't restore it

Then, there's blood on the floor, I see black

Like, this wouldn′t have fuckin′ happened if I didn't find your knife in my back

Don′t you ever think you fueled my fire or left me inspired

Like hittin' rock bottom was just what I required

Or when the perfect all faded, an′ I was left on the wire

What, you expected me to up and retire, you fucking flake?

How am I'm doing? I′m fuckin' great

Feelin' a crushing pain with every breath I fucking

Take

Take

Take

But as I burn my mansion to the ground

Brick by brick, I build a castle in the clouds

Don′t come wishing at my well!

Saying that you miss me and you hope I found myself!

You and you′re well wishin'!

See you in hell bitches!

Keep your two pennies up in the jar that′s on your shelf!

Y'all don′t know me know me no more