He said words knowing full well are suspect

Felt the burn in his lower intestine

I say get past the moment, let it subside

I don′t know how I did, but I got here

Candlelit in my mind's eye, but not clear

I know, I know

I know the truth is in-between

I don′t want to feel it, so I won't

Even when I lose it, I'll implode

Every lie is cyanide, a dose to keep the secret

I don′t want to feel it, so I don′t

Sad song I defect to write it

Dried tears, do your best to hide it

I can't handle your face in this moment

Quick find the exit

(Quick find the exit)

I don′t want to feel it, so I won't

Even when I lose it, I′ll implode

Every lie is cyanide, a dose to keep the secret

I don't want to feel it, so I don′t, I don't want

I don't care

I don′t care because they like me better when I did what they wanted

I don′t care

I don't care because I like me better when I am cold and reckless

Upset and misleading the story

Upset and inciting an inner war

Upset and misleading

I don′t want to feel it, so I won't

Even when we lose it, I′ll implode

Every lie is cyanide, a dose to keep the secret

I don't want to feel it, so I don′t

So I don't

Quick find the exit