And it′s like, I know I'm a good person (Egonbeup)

But I′m so fucked up in my head (I don't be thinking straight)

And I be crying out for help in these songs but nobody helpin' shit (Come on, come on)

I swear I be talkin′, but nobody wanna hear me

Mama, I′m so heartless 'cause the way these people did me

V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin′ with that glizzy

I'm steady catchin′ charges, wonder when they finna get me

It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while

You know I cry ′cause it's so hard to smile

And I can't liе, I got that fire on me now

Say, why my life been so hard sincе a child?

Pull up Demon and go skrrt, skrrt just like all them pots

Live that rockstar lifestyle, we might not survive

And I, I used to dream for this moment

But now daddy can′t, I do not want it no more

I′m on to better things

They thinkin' money made me happy but it made me evil

I still get love in that jungle with all my guardian angels

Ain′t talkin' Kanye, but I′m dangerous like a chemical

I'm dead wrong for missing C-Lo and Dope′s funeral

They say they found my nigga dead in a alley

I don't wanna hoop no more, don't wanna lose

I just stacked that money until my eyes turned blue

And then spend that shit on jewels

I swear I be talkin′, but nobody wanna hear me

Mama, I′m so heartless 'cause the way these people did me

V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin′ with that glizzy

I'm steady catchin′ charges, wonder when they finna get me

It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while

You know I cry ′cause it's so hard to smile

And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now

Say, why my life been so hard since a child?

They gon′ want to see us dead before they ever see us up

And I′m livin' by that lead, I said I′m dead, I give it up

You don't love me like you said, what the fuck happened to love?

I say my nigga doin′ fed, he still ain't give nobody up

′Cause all we see is red, we got no home

I done laid this bed and I don't wanna sleep alone

I ain't got no friends why the fuck I′m all alone?

Ride to the end, they know I′m comin' with that chrome

And I don′t want to die, Lord

But they gon' have to give me what I strive for

I know them niggas come for me, but what′s the high for?

Triple X, you and me, it's what I die for, come on

I swear I be talkin′, but nobody wanna hear me

Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me

V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin′ with that glizzy

I′m steady catchin' charges, wonder when they finna get me

It′s a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while

You know I cry 'cause it′s so hard to smile

And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now

Say, why my life been so hard since a child?