Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes

Sometimes I forget I'm alive

I feel it coming and I've got to get out of its way

I hear it calling and I come cause I can't disobey

I should not listen and I shouldn't believe but I do, yes I do

She turns me on, she makes it real

I have to apologize, for the way I feel

My life it seems has taken a turn

Why in the name of God would I ever want to return?

Peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground

Fuck in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around

I want to kill away the rest of what's left and I do, yes I do

She turns me on, she makes it real

I have to apologize, for the way I feel

And nothing can stop me now

And there is nothing to fear

And everything I'd ever want

Is inside of here

Now I just stare into the sun

And I see everything I've done

I think I could have been someone

But I can't stop what has begun

When everything is said and done

And there is no place left to run

I think I used to be someone

Now I just stare into the sun