Look, I′m done living' bout other people′s lives, ok

Watch this

Death ain't easy, life is hard that is the truth I do admit

People want what they can't have, they spend their lives pursuing it

Wasting time on something or someone that doesn′t want you I know the feeling, I′m used it

Love is such an illusion, If love is a fucking drug then it must be a strong hallucinogen

Scars and all of the bruises you see my body are wounded with

Should provide you with proof that there's nothing inside this earth that can stop me from just pursuing this

Started losing friends when I became so influential

′Cause I stopped hiding mistake

I started seeing change because I chose to love myself instead of being woman crazed

The proof is how my loved ones say that I ain't shit and now their friends are bumping me it funny that′s how karma likes to play (karma lives are played)

You can desecrate my passion but can't defame my character

You don′t know a fraction of the trauma i endured when I was coming up 'cause luckily

Where came from is a silver spoon (silver spoon)

You don't have a single clue you never had to sacrifice

Or go without ′cause every route you chose to take was predestined and built for you

Let′s reassess what I feel for you

You're a chia pet I′m a real dude

But still you think you're Geppetto though

And I′m Pinocchio 'cause both of us got strings attached but I′m breaking free

'Cause I've finally revealed the truth

Your identity in scholarships, college degree

My identity inside the booth

My Identity inside every song but your family tree won′t accept that news

You put me down to make yourself better you′re just jealous I'm a free spirit you′re Insecure with your every move

I'm done (I′m done)

I'm done because I love you more than life while just only love yourself

Rather hang me out to dry than ever lend a hand to help

Every need I ever had you either swept under the rug or tried to hang right on the shelf

Yeah, It sucks that that′s our life; our relationships dichotomy

We at each other's throats fucking constantly like tracheotomy's

This pain haunting me

You treat me like a toddler while I treat you like a novelty

Try so hard resolving things with every single thought I think

But every time I talk or speak you treat it like I′m pulling teeth

I know, yes I know, loyalty has got an expiration date

Let′s set the record straight

I know that there's a difference between comfort and control

And you′re so comfortable controlling almost everythin'

Insult me with your every move

Jesus take the wheel but you let emotions drive you, steering, holding ten and two

It′s clear your friends mean more to you than fearing what you're sure to lose

And when I tell you how I feel you, boil it down and say I′m just a tortured artist

Using words to paint a portrait of my torturous views