Its like im

So sick that I caught myself

Running from my purposeAlone was a call for help

When nobody picked the phone up

I had to feel how it felt

In the moment I was broken

But realness always prevails

So I

Kept pushing to express my feels

Negative energy clearing out of my field

And the love of my family fortified my shield

Even my worst enemy praying that I heal

Now

Right here face to face with my fears

Thought they would leave me after all these years

They aint wanna believe it when I picked a career

But now I feel them releasing when I shed my tears

And now

Its ok to cry

Long day its ok to cry

One way ima take the ride

Let it feel I been waking up

Long day its ok to cry

Face fears man I′ve had enough

Let it rain let it flood in now

So sick that I caught my self self

So sick that I

So sick that I

So sick that I caught my self self

An all them tears aint fall for no reason

Keep on pushing evolve and make peace

With the mistakes and flaws that made me me

Found the beauty in these scars on our family tree

Now we zooming to the stars in this 05 jeep

Bleeding memories out the heart what a beautiful thing

Its such a beautiful thing

Long day its ok to cry

One way ima take the ride

Let it feel I been waking up

Long day its ok to cry

Face fears man I've had enough

Let it rain let it flood in now

Right here face to face with my fears

So sick that I caught myself

Waking up