"Hey, what′s up?"

Is all I can get out

She knows that there's something wrong"I′m depressed as fuck"

Is what I would say

If I knew she'd still feel the same

So I don't say much

′Cause′ I'm scared of the judgment

I know she won′t even give

But I've had enough

I′ve had enough

I hesitate to be honest

Rather tell you I'm fine and

I′ve never been better

There's nothing a matter

When really I'm breaking

And I′m scared to admit

I guess I′d rather be sad

Than open up and work through it

We can't put to words

What we′re feeling

So we pretend

Like it's some perfect world

Where everything′s okay

We're all doing just great

"Hey, what′s new?"

My parents will ask

But I barely can give a reply

"I'm praying for you"

I'll tell them the same

When we both know that that′s a lie

The truth comes through

I′m hanging on by a thread

And it's only a matter of time

It′s sad but true

There's nothing new

I hesitate to be honest

Rather tell you I′m fine and

I've never been better

There′s nothing a matter

When really I'm breaking

And I'm scared to admit

I guess I′d rather be sad

Than open up and work through it

We can′t put to words

What we're feeling

So we pretend

Like it′s some perfect world

Where everything's okay

We′re all doing just great

In all the conversations

Never changing

It's all routine

They stay the same

And I know that I′m the one to blame

But I won't change

Hey, what's up?

We can′t put to words

What we′re feeling

So we pretend

Like it's some perfect world

Where everything′s okay

We're all doing just great

In all the conversations

Never changing

It′s all routine

They stay the same

And I know that I'm the one to blame

But I won′t change

Hey, what's up?