Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aroma's thick with age mark off

the day reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,

Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,

A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into,

Maker take the body don't want it wants me

Past has found its place salvation is no more will god accept my peace bleached

will pardon me reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,

Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,

A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into,

Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play

Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me

cocooned in misery

I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me or cast me away

...god please take me away

resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being satisfy selfish needs

fuck the deities justify my own right to what's waiting for me

On the other side the time has come lock and load I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming

I'm coming home

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,

Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,

A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it,

Maker take the body don't want it wants me,

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,

Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in,

A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it,

Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play

Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me

cocooned in misery

The darkness overcomes soul soars to the other plain

Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay

I asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams souls searching death

blossoms where clouds lie over me held in god's hands death blooming

Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting

roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul

nectar the space between a blink and a tear

...death blooms.