I got the vision to portray and curly hair for days

But the entertainment industry is hard to penetrate

Got some video ideas and some rap drafts tooEven if I was a millionaire I′d find it hard to pull through

I find myself getting inspired out of nowhere, silly me

Filled with creativity with no source of validity

All I want in life is money and fame, but-

Every one of us knows those odds are insane rough

I see people coming up nowadays it ain't fair

When we know every single one of them has no vision to spare

It′s just a bunch of spam spilling all over our timelines

We need some actual fucking talent to be thrown in limelight

I'm not even saying that I'm the one that we needin′ (nah)

But man there′s a lot of wack rappers

That we feedin' for some reason

I′m a visionary spitting words on a time clock

An ideally idealistic man who feels like a mail box

I'm a couple years behind what could have been my stop

If I was born in ′94 I'd be set with my trail hot

Cause I don′t trust nobody, I befriend the fucking crows

Parece tengo mala suerte, let me take you to the gallows

There's a million ways to die man, I'll let you pick one

I′ve fucking had enough I gotta take out someone

Life doesn′t mean shit, this the lottery you've won

I can′t pump the damn brakes bitch I've just begun

I be repping mountains and the set

Running up those fucking checks

Counting stacks while I′m stacking racks

I still struggle with dysmorphia I think I'm fucking fat

(So fucked man...)

But let′s face the facts- hey!

I'm a fucking guru

I made a fucking YouTube

I never wanted to pursue this shit but who knew

That I would do anything that I was asked to in order

To preserve my self esteem and be liked too

Would you say that that's the truth? I be-

September 2018 was a month to remember

I really let my guard down for the first time ever

I sought happiness, I was truly puttin′ in effort

But that attention seeking whore had to change my life forever

"So here′s the tea sis!"

Shut the fuck up bitch

"He laughed at those balloons!"

Yeah, haha, I fucking did

Call me Pennywise, slut, cause I'm feeding on your fear

We′ll see who's fucking laughing by this time next year

Everyone struggles with their own fucked up past

It separates the boys from the men, how does that add?

When we have to bottle up that we snap and feel bad

Imma take this opportunity to switch up my past

I don′t even know what the fuck y'all been on

I try my damn best to be a nice guy and all

And hindsight tells me that′s the route that I've been on

But some of you bitches act like you want me gone

So fuck you

All I wanted was a damn friend or two

If I played my cards right I would end up with a boo

Whip up my own honey like my ass was Winnie the Pooh

But shit, turned out your whole clique wanted me too

Yeah I Juul, and I smoke, and I Criddle myself and choke

Yes I fret, and I bet, that, all of you do it too

This a dream, and an art, that I funnel my vision through

The gallows have been waiting for my verse to leave some clues

I am Ninten, I'm Identified by red

You are Giygus, prone to negotiate your death

I′m so sick and tired of being accused of starting mayhem

I just wanna sit back with my tea and ginseng

I am not Kim but I know I did the impossible

I′m Olympian like I'm coming back a prodigal

You need to Reap your benefits or my ass will swallow ya

Shouts to Nakey Jakey, he′s my idol I strive for