Yeah, feeling like my soul bleeding

I pop a xan to go to sleep, and that′s on most evenings

This world is like a holy war, who got the most demonsKnow I grew up watching fizzles off the dope leaning

Maza water on me froze yeah, I'm the most freezing

Criminality we′re not civilians

I named myself Millyz when I was broke

Because I knew that I'd make millions

Came up serving green and white, I felt like I'm Brazilian

Came up serving green and white, I felt like I′m Nigerian

Resilience, that′s all I ever know, what I'm accustomed to

And if my brodie say that he don′t fuck with them

I be like fuck 'em too

Fresh as ever, I might pop out in some Prada shades and custom suits

They blew at the plug over them birds, he had to duck a few

Pistol on me, comfortable, the opps are sweet as Dunkaroos

Had to send that lightning at him, show him what the thunder do

No, you can′t respond to dudes, especially when they under you

Seven figures running through, and we ain't sharing none with you

Nobody said this life gets easier

I pour this red rum in my cup to kill the pain away

They used to show me love, but they don′t feel the same today

Saw the fire in my heart, I put that flame away

Feel like they love you when you losing more

I pour it up and let my soul bleed

I light one up and let my soul bleed

I'm tip-toeing off that drank to get my soul clear

Feel out of place cause it's some people I don′t know here

I can′t read lips, I can't read your mind, so I don′t hear, wow

I sip that drank cause I feel better when I'm up

And if you say it′s up, then it's stuck, nah

If I give you my soul, it still ain′t enough

Can you teach me how to let you love me, I don't know how

They like nigga how you knew you was gon' make it, I didn′t

If they pull that stick and get to stickin′ bitch you know I'm with it

They like baby what it feel like to be here, it′s been a minute

I don't know how I′m supposed to feel, pain added over years

And it feels like I'm paying for your love, and I probably am

At my funeral walking around as a hologram

And if I live my life for you, I′ll be a dying man

And at times that shit get hard, but

Nobody said this life gets easier

I pour this red rum in my cup to kill the pain away

They used to show me love, but they don't feel the same today

Saw the fire in my heart, I put that flame away

Feel like they love you when you losing more, yeah

I pour it up and let my soul bleed

I light one up and let my soul bleed