I′ve been fighting with myself for seventeen years

Some nights I wish that I could just disappear

When I talk, not sincere, I don't fit in with my peersThey′ve been tryna talk to Edgar, hope you know that he's not there

Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up

Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I′ve had enough

Say you care, care, care, but you′re lying, called your bluff

All this shit keeps on happening, but I guess it's my luck

Damn, I think I′m running out of fucks to give

I'm at a point in my life where I don′t give a shit

Say you're sorry, but will never change the shit that you did

So don′t waste all my time with your liеs and your fears

Brain wastes away, and I'll watch it decay

Sitting down with my thoughts, I watch 'еm all rot away

I saw all my friends leave, I watched ′em fading away

But there′s nothing I could do, there's nothing that I could say

Oh, you′re sorry? I don't care, said I need you, never there

With my feelings in this chair, hope you know that life ain′t fair

Think we cool? No, we not, hope you burn, hope you rot!

I ain't give a second thought when I shoot the second shot

Call, call, call, but I′m never picking up

Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I've had enough

Say you care, care, care, but you're lying, called your bluff

All this shit keeps on happening, but I guess it′s my luck

Damn, I think I′m running out of fucks to give

I'm at a point in my life where I don′t give a shit

Say you're sorry, but will never change the shit that you did

So don′t waste all my time with your lies and your fears