Album Cover In My Heart

In My Heart

Merkules

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I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart

I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart

I can see you, I can feel you, I can smell it

But just the thought of you could make me fucking jealous

I′m not normal when I'm not with you

I′m so depressed that I could cut right through this scar tissue

That's cause we've been here before

That′s cause you love me

Then you leave me

Then you give me withdrawals

Why the fuck are you so heartless?

You help me at my lowest then you left me in the darkness

Trying to deal with all these hardships but I feel like fucking garbage

I can feel you in my heart but its just me in this apartment

But sometimes you′ll come and visit

And make me feel like our love is unconditioned

Nobody understood us quite enough to fuckin' get it

Its hard to come to grips with you and I its something different

And you know I got this void to fill inside

You always warned me if we ever got too close that I could die

But still I′d rather that than feel hopeless every night

They all tell me not to talk to you, and focus on my life

I'm free tonight so please come over we can talk

Once I get a taste of you I don′t think that I can stop

I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart

I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart

They don't understand that I′m addicted to your presence

You let me down so much by now you'd think I learn my lesson

You make me feel upset but I forgive you in a second

Cause I don't know what I would ever do without my secret weapon

They always tell me I abuse you, which I′ll never understand

Cause no matter what I always let you get the upper hand

I try to be a better man and give you space but I just can′t

Bitch I'll be there by your side until the point that I collapse

I′d rather pick you up than put you down

Cause every time I'm feeling down you make me feel like someone else

I′m counting every single second til next time you come around

Cause your love is like a drug I know its never running out

I'm riding shotty no seat-belt in the fast lane

All I′m thinkin' bout is how she helps on my bad days

Or how you always make my problems seem smaller

All my thoughts are all smarter, and my confidence stronger

Then I forget about this rap career shit, fuckin' issue

When I′m with you I just cannot feel shit, real shit

I go numb like there′s nothing to deal with, it's pure bliss

Til you leave me alone and I feel sick

I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart

I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart

Lately I′ve been mentally confused, you used to get me in the mood then my obsession for you grew

But lately it's like I can′t even tell if it's still you, it feels different

And I swear there′s nothing left for me to do

Was I really in love with you? Or the idea of it

Cause now when you get me high I notice I still plummet

Then I feel sluggish

It hurts to think that I still love you and I'd kill for you

But I don't think that you′re so loyal

I never would′ve thought that this could happen

It caused a chain reaction of emotion mixed with sadness

Which is wack cause life without you I don't think that I could manage

Its been damage, now I wonder if I′ll even hit you back and I just panic

Back then I'd try to fix it with a bandage

Been attached for so long I got the weirdest disadvantage

This is tragic

I know I never did you any wrong

But the truth is I′ve been writing about liquor all along

Back then I thought that I could really tell that you were modest

You were always there for me and it felt like you were honest

But your dwelling on my conscience, never helping with my problems

Fuck a message in a bottle this a message to my bottle

I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart

I can feel you in my heart, you in my heart