I try my best

More than a few time

But it′s futileMy heart resemble a crack tile

And you can tell from the crooked smile

I'm not doing well, no

These memories

They haunt me

I hope they burn, propane

I′m swimming in my own pain

I try suppressing this raging storm

But I can't keep calm with sweaty palm

But I can't keep calm with

Had a melt down

Like Olaf

I couldn′t tell

This hell to

Hold off

I′m stressed out

Still try to

Fix all my mistakes

But life ain't no typo

Still I′m a

Hit a home run

No matter what life throw

Still I'm a hit a home run

No matter what

To make you love me

I′ll prolly have to die first

Still I'll hold you down

Even if the sky burst

Cause without you

I don′t know

How to be

Happy

See My soul stain

I could paint a pretty pic

With this pain

Ever since I lost you

These rainbows don't glow Like they used to

You became a monster, Behemoth

Told me you love me

Never mean it

But my mistake

Was my intake

Of your foolishness

Cause I fell for you in that instance

Guess ignorance

Is truly bliss

Now I'm hopeless

And I try to coop

Smoking is my antidote

When I′m outta space

My head float

Find me with your telescope

Before I

Teleport to a different land

Like Alakazam

I′m popping xans

It's make me feel better

To make you love me

I′ll prolly have to die first

Still I'll hold you down

Even if the sky burst

Cause without you

I don′t know

How to be

Happy