I feel destructive

But I′ve got myself to blame

Looking for balanceTell me why you and I never feel the same?

You know I mean it

And it's been so hard to say

But I think I′ve realised

That I want you

To break my heart again

So I can feel

Something that I'm used to

I, I wish I had of known

What we had

'Cause I don′t know if I could lose you

I could lose you

Lose you

I could lose

Picking my battles

But I think I′m losing ground

Wish I could vanish

Just to see what it's like without you around

Why do we hold on

Like we′ll find a way somehow?

When I think I've realised

That I want you

To break my heart again

So I can feel

Something that I′m used to

I, I wish I had of known

What we had

'Cause I don′t know if I could lose you

I could lose you (lose you, lose you)

Lose you

I could lose

I don't wanna wake up there

I shouldn't have to lose myself to stay with you

Let you know I′ve always cared

′Cause I'm alone and I feel like I should

Tell me, did I let you down? Mhm

You say you wanna clear the air, well I do too

Maybe we should just be friends

′Cause I'm afraid that I′ll give up again

'Cause I want you

To break my heart again

So I can feel

Something that I′m used to

I, I wish I had of known

What we had

'Cause I don't know if I want you

To break my heart again

So I can feel

Something that I′m used to

I, I wish I had of known

What we had

′Cause I don't know if I could lose you

I could lose you

Lose you

I could lose