And to the pain I felt

Grab that Gucci belt and beat myself

Expense it all just tryna be top shelfThen rather be myself

I hope that niggas understand all the options

Came from pain that I experienced in my body

Ain′t had the heart to stop it

I kept quiet while niggas was steady talking

Feet hurting from the miles I been walking

5 step drop up out that pocket

Niggas really had no other option

Focus only on the shit you spitting

Tune in to yourself until you start to lose your hearing

Harden step back niggas had to create some distance

And It hurt me

Giving love to ones that ain't deserve me

The ones that would rather just desert me than dessert me

And I did myself worsely

And I did myself worse

But I gotta get back

Gotta get back

Gotta get back to me to me to me to me

But I gotta get back

Gotta get back

Gotta get back to me to me to me to me

Yeah, uh

Look in the mirror and don′t see familiar pictures

Don't smile often when the last I seen the dentist

Call the weed man said I need to replenish

The same old shit got me starting to feel vintage

Lost in my thoughts

A lot of self hate

Self esteem low since a child's plate

Wouldn′t you rather see a smile on a child′s face

Ain't no welcome mat living in a child′s place

Uh

And I wonder if they knew me

If this was really how they do me

Couldn't reach top they ain′t boost me

Stuck in a circle hoolah hoop me

But it hurt me

Feeling like I ain't one deserve things

Pushing people away for they could desert me

And I did myself worsely

And I did myself worsely

But I gotta get back

Gotta get back

Gotta get back to me to me to me to me

But I′m finally getting back

I'm finally getting back

I'm finally getting back to me to me to me to me

I go to church now

Funny how it works out

Got my bread up

Shit a nigga talking Derst now

I keep my head up

Nigga looking from a bird house

Things got better

I don′t see how they get worse now

And I′m holding holding holding holding holding holding on

I finally found me so

I'm holding holding holding holding holding holding on

I can′t let me go

I'm holding holding holding holding holding on

I finally found me so

I′m holding holding holding holding holding on

I can't let me go

And it hurts me

Knowing damn well that I deserve things

To the people that desert me

No they ain′t really deserve me

They ain't really deserve me

Ain't deserve me

They ain′t deserve me no no

But I gotta get back

Gotta get back to me

To me

Uh no