Album Cover SOBER

SOBER

J Grant

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I′m feeling colder no closure

I got to keep my composure

Cause you know we're never soberAnd I didn′t wanna know the truth

Can't see if it's me or you

Cause you just wanna be my boo

And you just pop up out the blue

Oh, change my life and change the view

I got a fucked up attitude

Didn′t wanna seem so rude

Oh, my life just feels renewed

Oh, on my mind oh you′re tattooed

I know your face and your perfume

Oh fill the void and I'll assume

I can′t be upset because I know that I'll move on

All the lying and the stealing in my eyes you can′t do wrong, oh

Said I been too patient but the wait is just too long, oh

If you really love me make my drink a bit too strong

And if we hit the bottom I'll be talking like I need it

Oh, when she jump on top she be riding, got her sea-sick

I′m not being distant I just wanna go and see shit

I don't want the option cause I'll never fucking leave it

Drugs in my system never seem to change

Oh, if I could go there then I′d rearrange

And I didn′t think it was permanent like pain

And I didn't wanna say, what you saying

I wish I didn′t feel like my brothers I've outgrown

Oh, really wish I had my own place to call home

Didn′t think I'd regret all the love that I′ve shown

But they'll remember my face where I'm going

If I didn′t have a reason to begin with

Maybe then I just wouldn′t even give a shit

Maybe I'll just sit here and just take a hit

Chill for a bit

Get my mind collected and oh I′ll see then

Didn't think that you′d know what we believe in

Didn't wanna let you go but we will leave then

Saying my soul, my soul

My heart, my heart

Leave it oh where do we start

I′m feeling colder no closure

I got to keep my composure

Cause you know we're never sober

And I didn't wanna know the truth

Can′t see if it′s me or you

Cause you just wanna be my boo

And you just pop up out the blue

Oh, change my life and change the view

I got a fucked up attitude

Didn't wanna seem so rude

Oh, my life just feels renewed

Oh, on my mind oh you′re tattooed

I know your face and your perfume

Oh fill the void and I'll assume

Praying that we all never know what′s new

Praying that my brothers come and make it through

Said I'm praying that I become a better you

Oh, I listened to your words and everything you said

No I didn′t think you'd stay all up in my head

And I just wanna let them go while I let them go

I didn't think we′d do it while were on the road

I didn′t think we'd do it while were on the road

I can′t even talk about my innocence

Cause when I roll out, y'know its militant

Oh, I got to stay vigilante

I′m still an innocent civilian

Oh, trying to make that million

Oh, you can knock twice just to see if I'm really in

Cause I reel her in

Ask me where I′ve been

Just simple conversation

Didn't look for no opinion

Lost in conversation

If we get undressed oh don't say that we′re dating

Too busy fixating on everything around me

No complication only got the highest rating

We′re here dominating

Can't you see the picture that I′m painting

If I ever knew the purpose

Then you know it B

And I didn't think you′d know you got a hold on me

Pull up forgot to mention

You knew my every intention

Oh, Summer breeze just ain't hitting the same

Oh, I fill my lungs every fucking time it rains

Call it a motive that we got to come and see

Because of you I found a better version of me

And maybe that′s the message in my truth

I found myself at the root

Humble in my learning, I never denied

Oh, the closest in my circle y'know we never lied

Oh, I only fucking tried

Oh, the places that we'd go I despise

And if you look me in my eyes

Oh, I hope you realize

That I got love for you

Oh, from this level I′m graduating

So high that I′m levitating

All the moves that I'm operating

All the money I′m generating

Oh no, no, no