God loves a trier

Pain is the thing I acquire

Mental desireCan′t someone make it end?

Fanning the fire

Watching the flames burn higher

I'm not a liar

But they don′t understand

Y-T-I-N-A-S-N-I

Where is the meaning?

When will you choke on your screaming?

Why does this feeling

Never ever stop?

Do I have choices?

Talking with you, but without voices

Tearing up noises

But I'll never give up

E-D-I-C-I-U-S

You were once my dearest friend

S-U-I-C-I-D-E

I guess you weren't meant for me

Am I in pieces tumbling down?

Wish that you could save me now

It′s a disease ′cause I don't know how

To see what′s wrong or right way around

Thinking in reverse, thoughts are too loud

Where does it end, now I'm starting to doubt?

Bruises are purple and everything is loud

So sick and tired

I can′t even shout