I′ll be 20 next year, but I dress like I'm old

Sitting down 12 hours, I could swear I′m growing mold

Kraft macaroni cooking up on the stoveI got no where else to be, but I'll say I gotta go

Everytime she tells me I should stay some more

I don't see no drugs, so, fuck it, I gotta go

Gotta go, gotta go, I gotta go

Not a single hour lately I don′t wanna roll

Not a single meal I wouldn′t finish with a smoke

Never touch a bogie, and I put that on my soul

But I light so many woods, it's like a bought a pack of smokes

Like I bought a pack of newports

Living life like it′s a crash course

Living life like there's a second try

I know you will, but I don′t think I'll die

So I′m giving everything a try

Where'd you get it? And how much it cost?

How much of it cause an overdose

I don't wanna die, but I′ll get close

How much of it gonna numb my soul

Intense emotion make me curl my toes

Fuck love, I feel it getting old

I′ll be 20 next year, but I feel like I'm dead

I look like I′m 12, and my hair is a mess

Flip the stack just like a tech deck

I ain't smoking gas, but if I did it would be septic

I′m fuckin balling, they trying to intercept it

They just get crossed up like an intersection

Y'all my sons like I broke the contraceptive

She lacking vitiman D, so she swallowed my erection

Must be my aesthetic

Shawty, give me neck, but it feel like anesthetic

I can′t feel my chest, shit

My heart beating fast, think it's cardiac arrest, bitch

Whoa, big words, think I need a dictionary

Words inducing images, but this ain't pictionary

Write in the morning, record in the evening

Day in the life, but I breathe for no reason

And, by the way, girl, I gotta go

I just get inspired from the feeling of your throat

Plus, it′s cold out, I think I see some snow

Hopefully it sticks so I can stay inside alone

How much of it gonna numb my soul

Intense emotion make me curl my toes